It's been a while once again since I've been on the whole blogging thing. I've been really busy! 

A few things on my mind: 

I need a job/I need a car!

MJ's memorial on tv is driving me insane :( - May he Rest in Peace

This boy I met is hot stuff and I need him to start boo lovin ASAP

My blog needs to be updated more frequently =]

.... more to come soon... pce out cuties!

The Whiteout Effect

It's like I've completely blanked out,

Is it in the norm for me to feel like I 

Want to ... break down and forget 

Me and you and... undress myself and

Break you down to a cult of unhappiness

Making a scene in front of all my friends, 

Just to show you that you've done me wrong?

I can't seem to remember which heart you broke.

You see, I have a heart of gold, and a heart made of love.

If it's the gold you've taken, you can have it all,

But don't take my love away...

Your whiteout effect can take anything but the thing that keeps me sane.

It let's me remember which love stays true 

- most of you may be confused with this little short poem... however,

my soul sisters and brothers can feel this one... 'deeply'

UH OHHHHH

I've been slacking on the blogging but school is getting harder as it comes to an end and then it's SUMMER VACA!!! Thinking: Cali, Miami, NY, Cape Cod, my bed! yepp! oh and somewhere in between that I should be working two jobs :) 

Anyways, what's the sitch? Leave me something sweet to talk about I've been a busy bee <3 

- your bloggerrrr 

a little tongue action

I just think it's so sexy, and I'm thinking about getting one ;] ... 

<3>

School ...

back in school... i forgot how boring it was & to believe I actually missed it. FML lol... i'm starting to use that a lot now.. oh well.. i'll be here more often now!

- your blogger

The 'He said She said' drama

Today, I learned a very important lesson on how to stay away from all the gossip and drama. Don't talk at all! It's so sad to see friendship points lesson when there is drama involved. But who am I to judge these people? ... I'm just a blogger! :) Anyways, drama can be so grueling and unfortunate for others. However, I refuse to be fake about something. I am the person who will stick up for my friend through thick and thin... are you willing to do that too? I guess what I'm trying to say is... if it's worth the gossip... blog it just don't forget to state the true facts and leave out the misguiding information it leads into wayyy too much stress and drama for a number of people. Be safe!

oh & happy belated st. patty's day for all you irish sexies! 

- your blogger 

Ryan Leslie

So... today I went to a workshop at Harvard Law School. Ryan Leslie, and a few others were there as panelists discussing the knicks and knacks about the music industry. It was really interesting and I enjoyed it. In addition to enjoying the load of information I received from these aspiring people, I also fell in love with Ryan Leslie as a person. I didn't know anything about him until I went to this forum and I'm glad I did. Please check him out at www.ryanleslie.com (especially all you talented song-writters, producers, and hopeful executives) :) 

<3>

Lames

SMH*... dudes and their pick up lines! Why do I hear the same things over and over again?!

i.e: "Hey ma, if I was ya heart, would you let me beat?" 

I'd like to read some more of these pick up lines from you dudes & ladies you can post some of the lines you've received too! Don't get me wrong...some of these pick up lines actually work in some cases...like the one above (NO LIE) hahaha!

<3>

Chris Brown - Rihanna *crap

All this "Chris Brown beats Rihanna" chaos needs to just simmer, we need to worry about the much more important things in life... like this recession 'cause I need my job back come summer time! 

PS... sorry I haven't been blogging lately, it's been a busy month! I will get back on track soon and there will be trillions of posts before you know it. 

- spanx

♥ break?

love is lethal

Falling in love Rmx - Akon Feat Ray L & Dj WuNz

ahh... youth...passion...♥

"Neo-Soul"

I thought this article was interesting... 

http://keepingitreal.typepad.com/keepingitreal/2008/08/raphael-saadiq.html

inFUCKIN'justice ... smh*

What can we do about this?

... we need answers!

Meet 'Barbie'

Our own preconceptions cause us to rationalize because we’re only human. Those who are so attentive on the word “love” tend to maneuver toward less anticipated directions, drive into the burdens of subconsciousness and crash into the main torments of life. Reality. Broken hearts are a mere instrument of a necessary growth. So, in means of contradicting my own words: wanting is better than wasting. deuces*

MacMomma ;)

She's a beauty and I want her! 24-carat gold MacBook?! Yahh it's hard to admit but I'm such a gold-digger in this sense! ^_^ She's rockin'

-  [$$$] - 

Be informed about: Breast Cancer

Be more !nformed about...

                                    Breast 

CANCER! 

Lord have mercy! It is evident that many people are not fully aware of the dangers of breast cancer. 

Let's be more mindful about our health issues around the world... especially us women who have to go through the worst things in our existence.

I have included a picture of important key factors to diagnosing breast cancer at its earliest stages. 

*The reason I have included this info and thought this blog would be useful for people out there is because my dear mother was diagnosed with breast cancer almost 3 years ago and I was never really informed about the dangers and precautions one should take into consideration when hearing such things.

Here are a few quick facts about breast cancer. . .

Breast Cancer is an uncontrolled growth of breast cells

- Over 200,000 women are diagnosed with cancer every year* :\

- One person is diagnosed with cancer every 3 minutes

- There are several different stages of breast cancer

... you can learn some more on your own about breast cancer and other types of cancer at:

www.breastcancer.org

Thank you,

 Your blogger: vile.beauty <3

Copulation and its Founder

I love the feeling, both bold and brave. The attempt to grip so bare; it's so concave. It's wild, passionate, intimate and crazy. This is where I begin to introduce myself. I'll paint a picture...

A hardwood floor, bare back, torsos in place whirling motions, swaying hips, heavy breathing, you can't imagine how he's feeling. Fingers locked, eyes gazing, spoiled in every intention. Harmonious moans in tune, feel the love, the lust, the appetite, and ardor. It's wild, the copulation of two mammals. A you and I in strain. 

Momma

A strong woman cries twice the sorrow, and heals twice the pain. 

She works double the shift to pay her debts but feels as if she works in vain. 

She shows no signs of tears because they come into contact with queries. 

Her children are her most prized possessions because to them she tells her series.

brownie points

brownie points.

she portrays gorgeous and rotten satisfaction

jumps the ropes towards her addiction

lust and love don't phase her 

shh...she sleeps to your tune.

a sexual desire

brownie points.

prerogative of the intimate soul

oh you don't say! my journey has become silent. 

          i'm way too complex for you to comprehend.

resilient were the nights when i would go to bed carefree,

        not much to think of when things seemed great!

i am not part of my normal kin. believe me when you look at my skin.

             i flow,

i shine,

    i cry, 

      i grow,

just like you. but there's a thin line between love and hate.

                                I LOVE & YOU HATE!

you won't understand until you've walked in my shoes, 

                  tasted my sweat, smelled my hair, 

bit my tongue, cried my tears, lived my loses, and triumphed my victories.

i challenge you to complete me.

-- "this is me! welcome to my life! La bella vita!"

                                                                        dedicated to jasmin alexandria ...